everything was just a lie. it is so painful to know that nothing's alright. you did it & you will try it again.. I can't see & I can't describe how much it hurts.. how many times I think about it; how it detroys me. god has an eye at all the people you love, he pays attention. boy you musn't forget that!! god wisperes, he helpes and he heales! you just have to believe it. you must know that when you want to go to heaven an angel will be by your side. he will wispere you how to believe in god.
when you tell me how much you search the pain, how much you like the death. I must cry. some pieces of my heart break because you're somebody important, unique, special! the last time we write, we talk.. unique. I can tell you anything! you're just listening..
you musn't dump.. that's no shit, no waste.
I can't forget all the things you did to me! Now I know.. without you we're nothing!
I still want hold your hand in mine.